Im officially starting my exams TOMORROW...aaaaaaaaaaa...
so to all readers... doa doakan le ye...
nway.. like Ali there are also times when i

have a whole lot of ideas to write..
but then when my hand touches the keyboard.. I go blank ~*
like right now..a moment ago i had a lot in mind... alot of things to babble about.. but

now...nada..kosong...blank..

Well heres another one of my 'masterpieces'

posted by lin 11:36 PM

Im so bored today.. exams dah dekat! and i think my boredom is just one way of me freaking out!!
arghhh.. nway.. nah nih haa..nak cari bulan lain punya.. cari seniri eh?? heh...

Berikut disenaraikan kajian mengenai bulan dan sikap manusia, yang telah dijalankan oleh
Yang Berbahagia Dato' Dr. Fadzilah Kamsah.

OKTOBER

* Suka berbual.
* Suka orang yang sayang padanya.
* Suka ambil jln tengah.
* Sangat menawan & sopan santun.
* Kecantikan luar & dalam.
* Tidak pandai berbohong & berpura-pura.
* Mudah rasa simpati, baik dan mementingkan kawan.
* Sentiasa berkawan.
* Hatinya mudah terusik tetapi merajuknya tak lama.
* Cepat marah.
* Macam pentingkan diri sendiri.
* Tidak menolong orang kecuali diminta.
* Suka melihat dari perspektifnya sendiri.
* Tidak suka terima pandangan orang lain.
* Emosi yang mudah terusik.
* Suka berangan & pandai bercakap.
* Emosi yang kelam kabut.
* Daya firasat yang sangat kuat (terutamanya perempuan).
* Suka melancong, bidang sastera & seni.
* Pengasih, penyayang & lemah lembut.
* Romantik dalam percintaan.
* Mudah terusik hati & cemburu.
* Ambil berat tentang orang lain.
* Suka kegiatan luar.
* orang yang adil.
* Boros & mudah dipengaruhi persekitaran.
* Mudah patah semangat

posted by lin 2:43 AM

Went through my first day of school today... Kinda tiring..yerla lama sangat bercuti...

nway... last night i watched one of my all time favourite movies.. Good Will Hunting.Nice
story line.. Great script.. and leaves me thinking about my life..(i just love those kind of
movies which leaves u with that strange feeling...or makes u think..)...

Nway throughout my life.. ive seen and heard so many things.. good and bad..
and usually.. bila nampak mende yg tak elok... nauzubillah.. hope i dont do the same things..

Tapi sometimes.. if u reflect back on the things u have done in ure life.. im sure u will
find there are certain things that maybe u have vowed not to do .. but then.. in different
circumstances.. it just happens...

Anyway.. aku baru jer abis borak ngan kawan aku nih.. and dia duk citer satu citer kat aku
nih.. yg menyebabkan aku cam.. berpikir aaaa... mintak di jauhkan... aku terasa gak bersalah
kan.. dengar mende tak elok pasal org lain.. tapi bila pikir balik.. aku amik as a teladan
aa.. kire.. at least ill be more aware of my surroundings... and maybe more careful in what i
choose..

Sometimes.. u just have to stop for moment.. and realise all the wonderful things that uve
got.. realise how wonderful ure life has turned out.... and pray that it will stay that
way... and pray that u will not fall into the darkness...

Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda :
"Sesiapa yang berwuduk dengan sempurna maka keluarlah
dosa dari tubuhnya sehingga dari bawah kukunya juga"
H.R.Muslim....

~sometimes.. can the most impossible things in life happen? can miracles occur??or does it
just happens in the movies.. or dreams.. are all things in life coincidences?? or is it just part of a long storyline???
wallahualam..~

posted by lin 11:01 PM

Today im in quite a happy mood.. terhibur betul aku dengan Tagboard aku tuh.. hahah..
well cant write long..
kena masak.. saja jer..will be updating soon..

~To blush or not to blush.. thats the question~

posted by lin 7:10 PM

Just a little something for Friday morning.

Wajah bercahaya dengan berselawat .

Pada suatu hari, Abul Laits As Samarqandi sedang dalam perjalanan bermusafir bersama-sama
ayahnya. Tiba-tiba dengan takdir Allah, ayahnya jatuh sakit. Semakin hari sakit ayahnya
semakin melarat sehingga meninggal dunia. Tinggallah Abul Laits sendirian untuk meneruskan
perjalanannya. Dia menunggu-nunggu jika muncul rombongan kafilah untuk meminta pertolongan menguruskan jenazah ayahnya itu. Ketika menunggu, dia terlihat jenazah ayahnya bertukar menjadi hitam pekat. Dia tertanya-tanya mengapa wajah ayahnya berubah. Abul Lait kemudian tertidur kerana terlalu
keletihan. Ketika itulah dia bermimpi seorang pemuda yang bercahaya wajahnya. "Siapakah saudara?" Tanya Abul Laits.
"Saya ialah Muhamad bin Abdullah." Mengertilah Abul Laits yang hadir dalam mimpinya itu
ialah Rasulullah SAW. Hatinya sungguh gembira."Ya Rasulullah, apakah maksud dan tujuan kedatangan tuan ini?" "Saya datang kerana hendak
menziarahi jenazah ayahandamu."Setelah diizinkan, Rasulullah pun membuka kain yang menutupi mayat ayah Abul Laits.
Baginda kemudian berdoa kepada Allah SWT. Ketika itu juga Abul Lait melihat wajah ayahnya
yang gelap tadi telah bertukar menjadi bercahaya. "Wahai Rasulullah, apakah yang
menyebabkan wajah ayahku menjadi hitam?" "Ayahmu semasa hidup telah berbuat dosa dalam
keadaan orang lain tidak mengetahuinya. Tetapi pada waktu malam ketika orang lain sedang nyenyak tidur, dia telah bangun dan
merintih kepada Allah. Dia mengadu kepada Allah akan hal dirinya yang sering berbuat dosa
kerana tidak mampu melawan hawa nafsunya. Ayahmu juga sentiasa basah lidahnya dengan
berselawat untuk saya. Oleh sebab itu, pada hari kematiannya Allah memerintahkan saya untuk menziarahi mayatnya."
Begitulah kisah yang dapat dipaparkan buat kali ini. Manusia memang selalu berbuat
kesalahan kerana tidak mampu melawan hawa nafsu. Namun begitu, apa yang penting ialah
kesedaran dan keinsafan perlu sentiasa ada dalam diri kita. Kemudian kita
bersungguh-sungguh mengadu dan memohon keampunan terhadap dosa-dosa yang dilakukan.
Semoga dengan rahmat Allah yang maha luas itu, Allah SWT mengampunkan dosa-dosa kita. Rasulullah SAW pernah bersabda bahawa orang yang
sentiasa bertaubat daripada dosa samalah seperti orang yang tiada dosa. Namun begitu, bertaubat hendaklah dengan
sebenar-benarnya daripada hati yang tidak ingin lagi mengulangi dosa-dosa yang pernah dilakukan.
Iktibar daripada kisah ini juga menunjukkan betapa besarnya fadilat berselawat.
Terdapat banyak kelebihan berselawat antaranya
Rasulullah SAW pernah bersabda: "Orang yang paling utama bagiku di hari kiamat ialah orang yang paling banyak berselawat untukku.
Barangsiapa yang membaca selawat 100 kali
untukku pada hari Jumaat, kelak pada hari kiamat dia datang dengan wajah bersinar-sinar.
Sekiranya sinar itu dibahagi-bahagikan kepada semua makhluk, nescaya mencukupi."

posted by lin 11:39 AM

Its 1o'clock and i cant sleep...
I cant even study... so heres something ...just for ure pleasure..



well... im not creative so shoot me.....

posted by lin 3:14 AM

arghhhh jiwanggg jiwangggg......
Sometimes.. i can just melt in to sound of the music.. sometimes i just can float....Listening Dygta feat andina
Tak Mungkin Ku Melepas Mu..
The songs by DYGTA (only heard 2) are definitely for the light hearted.. for those who just suckers for soft, sweet aka jiwang melody
And thats me..heh
I can melt even more listening to their song Karna Ku Sayang Kamu (acoustic version..) ...aaarhh... heavenly.. heh
Tak abis abis aku rekomen lagu nih kat Zaris..I dunno but i just cant get enough of any song thats played on the guitar..
Thats why there was this short moment where i owned a guitar...but then found out i just didnt have the flare for it..

Well... today.. this mornin i could come up with at least 3 words for guessing...
tikam..
tibai..
teka..
bantai...

ha ha ha.. what a good start for my exams......

Something i did while i was bored..

posted by lin 7:11 PM

My Thursday Thirteen

1.What did i have for breakfast?
Tazo refreshing tea, half of a banana muffin, one brownie and some pasta (wow.. byk nyer..)

2.What i have accomplished today?
Done some studying.. nap study..(what a life..)

3.What Im wearing now?
My school T-shirt, my red checked bermuda and a pair of old socks

4.Where i wish i was rite now?
Anywhere but here..

5.My most prized possesion?
My Samsung T100 handphone.

6.What i cannot live without?
My Samsung T100 handphone.. heh

7. Latest gossip?
Aderlerr....

8. What I had for lunch?
Didnt feel like eating lunch..

9. The last movie I watched
Phonebooth

10. What did i just do a few minutes ago..
Talked on my Samsung T100 (mylife line..)

11. SOmething i didnt realize today.
It rained while i was asleep

12.Blogins i read today..
Bazzlits and Nixe..

13. How do i feel rite now??
Relieved... lega dapat habiskan this Thursday Thirteen..

Got this idea from blogs ive been reading.. hehe.. i know its utterly boring.. tapi seriusly nothin much going on in my life at the mo.. Life has been revolving around
my laptop.. the kitchen and my bed..Thinking of inviting a guest writer...?? Any volunteers?? heh..

posted by lin 6:26 PM

Im a big fan of music and if u ask my roomate .. u will know that i cannot do anything..without having some song in the background..
My taste in music is soo diversed... from Sheila Majid, Mariah Carey to Linkin Park, EMinem and to Raihan or Snada... anyway.. last weekend.. i was suddenly surprised by a question from someone.. (below is an excerpt of a conversation...exact words may have been change as writer's memory is suppose to be filled with school work.. )..

Salman: Lin kau dah dengar album Linkin PArk baru?
Lin : oh ader album baru eh? Aku dengar satu tuh jer ... mmmm apa ntah yg selalu kuar tuh..
Salman : Somewhere I belong??
Lin : Haa yg tuh jer laa aku pernah dengar.. aku tatau pon dioarnag ader album baru...
Salman : Itu dah lama dah..... Lagu lagu dalam album tuh semua best..
Lin : Oooo.. Kau beli ke? Berapa pound?
Salman : mm dlaam 10 pound cam tuh..
Lin: oo ok.. NAk pinjam...?? heh.........
..................

haha nogha sori ler bonding kejap ngan boyfriend kau... actually i was surprised by his knowledge in my taste of music.. but then i remembered some time ago where Nogh and Salman once used my PC in our home.. and maybe he found my latest collection of Linkin Park at that time...
So the next day I listened to the CD and he was right... Good albumm... Good songs... Great lyrics...
So heres one oh me favourite songs at the mo..

(anything written above is just an attempt to justify my reasons on putting up these lyrics.. and as an excuse of not having anything to write... ha ha ha...)


EASIER TO RUN
(album Meteora)
[Chorus]
It’s easier to run
Replacing this pain with something more
It’s so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Something has been taken from deep inside of me
The secret I’ve kept locked away no one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show they never go away
Like moving pictures in my head for years and years they’ve played

(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(If I could take all the shame to the grave I would)
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(I would take all my shame to the grave)

[Chorus]
It’s easier to run
Replacing this pain with something more
It’s so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories I wish I didn’t have
Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back
And never moving forward so there’d never be a path

(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(If I could take all the shame to the grave I would)
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(I would take all my shame to the grave)

Just watching in the sun
All of my helplessness inside
Pretending I don’t feel misplaced
It’s so much simpler to change

[Chorus]
It’s easier to run
Replacing this pain with something more
It’s so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

It’s easier to run
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made)
It’s easier to go
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(I would take all my shame to the grave

posted by lin 1:19 PM

'there he was..
the guy in the blue sneakers..
he lies in the shades..
full of content
the she is...
the girl in the red dress...
looking out in the open
a smile on her face...
there they are..
the old couple...
not a worry in mind..
not a wrinkle on their face..'

Sometimes.. i'd just put on my headphones... and put on my favourite song as loudly as i can..
sometimes id even sing to it..
sometimes i just let the music surround my mind...
let it wrap my body in its melody..
let myself drown it its greatness.
sometimes...im just serene.

posted by lin 9:38 PM

I was watching TOy story just now and I was suddenly filled with the feeling of.....mmmmmm...cant seem to find the word...
I just miss lifes simplicities... I miss my computer being able connect to the internet without problem..heh..
Im using Medi's network cable at the mo.. and seems to be ok.. i hope nothing's wrong with my pc. hope its just the cable....

posted by lin 9:38 PM

The day aint as beutiful as tomorrow but its better than yesterday..... a positive and optimistic view...

yesterday i was listening to this http://sudin.no-ip.com:8000/listen.pls site where it sort of connects u to a server or radio. (whatever.. im not good in these internet terms.)
containing a collection of nasyeeds, Quran recitings and some Malay songs..
As i was doing my work with this in the background my ears cought hold of a rap song coming from this channel.(whatever..)...
i was really surprised that a rap song was being played among nasyeeds... bu then i tried to listen intently..(at the same time.. the WInamp displays the songs detail..ie group,singer, title) and i realized it was a rap song on Islam..
Subhanallah.. it was really cool..
The particular song was from a group known as SOA..(soldiers of Allah).. and the title of the particular song was Imaginary Walls.. i then decided on looking for the lyrics..
so here they are.. Do read if u have the time.. and do listen to it if u could find a place to download it ( if anyone does find a place to download it.. please inform me.)..I know its extra long.. but try just reading a few lines..


“ I M A G I N A R Y W A L L S ”
(Heart beat….getting faster)
Huu…I thought we were one UMMAH
Look at us Now…
Jordan Arabia Iran
Egypt Indonesia Sudan
Tunisia Algeria Amman
Iraq Kashmir Philistine
Albania Bosnia Kurdistan
Spain Half France Hindustan
of
Somalia Lebanon Azerbaijan
Melesia Libya Kazakhstan
Bangladesh Chechnia
Afghanistan
Turkey Cypress Pakistan
Kuwait .. Ch...explosion……..
Bismillah - AR - Rahman - AR - Raheem
Allah made us ONE UMMAH!
No divisions in this Deen
Islam is our creed
Halall is our means
Pledge your allegiance to Islam
Cuz ISLAM will set you free
We bringing in…..
Different Dawah carriers
We’re coming in from different lands
But we see no barriers
Lyrics to reach your ears
Educate our minds with Islam
And Inshallah his disease of nationalism
Will disappear
Gave up all my nationalistic ties
Even though my family hated it
Put away your patriot games
Cuz I ain’t playing it.
You see I ran from Iran
But I’m not Iranian
Allah gave me the BOND-OF-ISLAM
And now I’m claiming it
I throw back the flag
They put in my hand
I throw it in their face
Because they destroyed OUR
land
No border lines
Between our Muslim land
Cuz its Allah’s command
Cuz its Allah’s demand
Allah is my only fear
And that’s that
T A K B I R ! ! !
Allahu – Akbar Allahu - Akbar
Coming in loud
Listen to this call
Breaking nationalism down
Like the Berlin wall
If they want to take me
They better take us all
Uniting under one flag of
La - Ilaha - Ilallah Mohammedun Rasul-lullah
Trying to deviate the Muslims
With the ayah’s that they twist
Brainwashing us with
nationalism
So they can watch this Ummah
split
They want us to
Stand up for their flag
But we rather sit
They like to see their flag
We like to see it lit
Never-ever-
Will I claiming to be Persian
Won’t celebrate
Their fire worshipping new year
So now I hear my mother cursing
Trying to brainwash me
Telling me that I’m Persian????
W H A T ! ! ! ? ?
Tools that kafirs use
Preventing the Muslims from merging
They’ve put up imaginary walls
That’s for certain
Bunch of cowards!!
Cuz they won’t fight us in person
Our Ummah is hurting
Nationalism has worsen
Won’t compromise Islam
Even when its curtains
Tearing up the flags
That these kafirs are waving up
Ain’t going to start fitna
Like that fool Lawrence of Arabia
Don’t listen to history
Our enemies are making up
They’re already claiming victory
Watching our Ummah breaking up
Doesn’t make a difference
Where you from
As long as we stand divided…
We’re going to stand stuck
There is no divisions
Between my brothers
Khalas!!…..Enough is enough!!!!!
Trying to deviate the Muslims
With the ayah’s that they twist
Brainwashing us with nationalism
So they can watch this Ummah split
They want us to
Stand up for their flag
But we rather sit
They like to see their flag
We like to see it lit
I hate fake rulers like Sadam
Like I hate the united snakes
Gaps are only for shaiton
So I leave no space
Either you’re a slave to what made-man
Or you’re a slave to what man-made
My ONLY allegiance is to Islam
And this is where I keep my faith
Inshallah let us break these kufur walls
Before Allah has us replaced
And let us unite this Ummah
Under one Mighty Islamic State!
Soldiers of Allah
Keeping it real with tight rhymes
Insh-Allah one day
We wouldn’t have to rap about
Sad times
Islamic state will be implemented
Right-right
There will be no gap between
Me & my brothers
Side by side just like our pray lines
No more imaginary walls
Brothers greeting each other worldwide
Our only bond will be Islam
Haram and Halal will be
Our only guidelines
Waking up from this coma
I see a rise of Muslim pride
A generation of Muslim youth
Who know the truth
Let’s us be the ones
Who bring this Ummah back to life
Putting Islam back into the lime light
No divisions in this Ummah
Erasing all kufuristic border lines
Leaving all man-made systems
With nothing
But just a flat line___________

posted by lin 12:42 PM

just finished reading nads.. and mins blogins bout kak mins gross encounter.. and im soooo terhibur..
heheh
sori kak min..... but ure story really really changed my day.. heh
Happy reading..

posted by lin 7:32 PM

life is already complicated.. dont make it even more complicated ....
Need to get a grip on myselff..


.when a phone rings.. it could be anybody... but a ringing phone has to be answered.....
Watched the PhoneBooth yesterday...hahahaha...

~Quick get me a tranqulizer b4 i start shooting someone.. ~

posted by lin 7:20 PM

Its a wonderful day .. the sun is shining brightly and the wind is a cooling breeze.. and im stuck at home..
urghh... jeles betul aku tengok org jejalan kat luar..
nway my pc is in its 'degil' mood again and it wont connect to the net..
so terpaksa ler aku menumpang kasih kat pc roomate aku...
million thanks medi.. heheh...
nway just want to wish a frend of mine HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAJUUWA SABLI...
many happy returns..sori i didnt get u a card or anything.. but i hope menglamerkan kau dalam homepage aku nih is enough.. hehheh

posted by lin 9:07 PM

Just want to give a special birthday wish to NAJUUWA SABLI.... Happy 22nd Birthday..Many happy returns

posted by lin 4:21 PM

Is that such a thing as an open relationship?? or is that not even a relationship at all..
Sometimes.. i wish there was less pressure in girls going out with guys..
If a guys goes out with a string of girls.. they say he's just friendly.. but if a girl has a lot of male friends?? does the socety think shes slutty??...
When i say going out.. i mean just.. going out for coffee.. or a simple movie..no strings attached.. just a platonic friendship..
By the way.. why does it sounds so wierd when a girl asks a guy friend out for a friendly outing..but its soooo normal for a guy to do it...???
....Am i just being too open about all this relationship stuff?? ..Its seems wierd when u try to be friendly.. some people interprates it in a different way..

Anway...ive made many new friends.. and i still have yet to meet the non-typical guy..well to be frank.. its beeen a longg time since ive met the non-typical guy..
one which is unique.. out of the world.. who stands out for himself...are they just starting to deplete or am i meeting the wrong people??
.....

Am i starting to sound like Carrie from Sex and the City or what? heh.. or do i sound like a frantic girl whos just bored out of her mind..

~Do not judge whatever u read.. coz sometimes its all just pure fiction.~

posted by lin 1:44 AM

The last weekend was a blast for me as i spent it with 10 friends in Bath..Due to my uncontrollable hormones.. i decided to go to Bath on Thursday instead of the planned Friday afternoon.The weekend started of with me and Zil.. struggling to find a car to rent. (dah lama dah aku bercita2 nakbuat roadtrip ngan frends)..After some furious searching thru the net and numerous phone calls we managed to get hold of a car rental company which was cheap and near to their house.
So that night when everyone arrived we decided to go to Stone Henge an Swindon in the same day..sbb ader yg teringin nak shopping pas tuh ader plak yg nak sight-seeing jer..

Although i woke up a bit later then planned but i was so surprised to see that the cookingwas in full swing by the time i came down.GOi and Irma was tackling the macaroni goreng while CT, Zil and Noghaworked the sandwiches. In the end the outcome was an impressive lunch of sandwhiches, macaroni gorent, sausages, nuggets and cakes...
We took of around 10 am and we 5 girls had to squish in.. in one of the rented Corsa's with Ira as the driver...
Our happy chatter in the car stopped abruptly when we were stopped by the police on the way to Salisbury..It seemed that we had more passengers then it should in the back seat and no one was wearing seatbelts..uish.. cuak giler muka sorang-sorang.. masa the policemen pointed out we werent wearing seatbelts.. sumer buat muka seposen.. innocently..jawab..'oh really?? we didnt notice that..'.. ha ha...nway.. after some short lecturing about dangers of driving with too many people and a free booklet we were let off.(seb baik lerr police baik baik belaka..)

Arriving at Stonehenge we were awed by its magnificence..Semua org took the free audio guide... but i cant say much bout its background as we were all too busy taking pictures..heh.. Nway since stomachs were grumbling.. we opened up our box of food and had a picnic by the carpark.. havoc ler sumer org.. sebuk makan sesambil bergambar...
By 1 oclock we were on the road again..on or way to Swindon.. the guys lead the konvoi with Hazman the driver and Hizam the navigator...We were quite surprised when sudenly we were in a village area...and we suspected we were lost.. heh.. tapi seb baik.. we did arrive faster then expected..At Swindon everyone went their seperate ways to shop... I didnt really but anything as i wasnt in the mood..
That evening we were back in Bath in time for Magrib..Malam tuh hearts were beating fast as we had a game of pictionary..(guys against girls)..Pas tuh plak Juju jumpa this site where u can play picionary online.. so itu jerla kerje malam tuh...

Sunday started really lateas everyone was still tired with the previous day's expedition and ader org yg sebuk nak balik hari tuh jugak..but we did ended up doing a having a barbeque at Victoria Park at the last minit.Yus,me, Nogha and CT were the main cook and i was a breeze. I really recommend the Sainsbury's dispossable barbeQ set as it was quick and efficient.All in all the barbeQ didnt even take 2 hours. Yus insisted on going back to Soton that very night but we managed to persuade Irma and Goi to go back on Monday.On Monday we still had the car so Hazman,Zil,CT, Juju and me went grocery shopping in Bristol..
All in all a superb long weekend... and now im back in London to face my books again.. urghhh..hehe... but thats just life..

posted by lin 10:53 PM

Sometimes in life.. u just cant get what u want..
most of the time.. u just have to settle with whatever life's left on ure doorstep..
and once in a while.. u just have to settle with second best...
but usually certain things dont happen because a reasonn
......when a door is closed life opens up a window...
.....
s



till in my weekend of fun..
still in bath.. would be back tomorrow..

posted by lin 2:06 AM

Its 1.36am in the moning and im still awake...
listening to this..
enjoy...


Pernah
Ferhad

Pengalaman mengajarku..
Jangan mudah meluahkan isi hati ku..
tapi bila...
Dia melamarku..
Senyuman ayu oh hati ku luas terbuka
Yg kuidamkan musnah..
Yg kugenggam terpisah..

Aku pernah jatuh cinta..
Kerana cinta diriku merana..
Aku pernah.. bahagia..
Kata manisnya buat ku terperdaya..
Biar kan ku ..Temankan pilu..
Haruskah cinta..oh kejam padaku..

Kini mula..ku terasakan..
Degupan hatiku.. mula rasa oh gelisah..
Kehadiranmu
Mengharapkan kan menghilangkan kegelapan mimpi burukku
Kau yg seharusnya yg pertama..
Agar ke akhir selamanya.

Aku pernah
Jatuh cinta..
Kerana cinta diriku merana..
Aku pernah bahagia..
Kata manisnya buat ku terpedaya..
Biar ku lupa.. kisah yg lalu..
Akan kugubah.. oh hidup yg baru.
Aku pernah.. aku pernah..

posted by lin 3:41 AM

Hidup mesti selambaaa.....
Nway here's some pictures for ure pleasure and for my frends whove been nagging me a long time ago to upload it.

Slumber

Slumberyaya..
Kau mengila-ngila
Engkau khayal dunia kau yang punya
Tapi sebenarnya insani lupa
Slumberfafa..
Kau mengata-ngata
Tentang kita yang tak pernah buat apa
Tentang kisah hal peribadi hidup mu

Slumberyaya..
Slumberfafa..
Slumberyaya..
Slumberwawa..
Kau selalu tertanya-tanya
Kemana hilangnya minda
Kau selalu tertanya-tanya
Kemana arah tuju
Tujuan ku tujuan ku
Tujuan ku tujuan mu
Tujuan ku tujuan ku
Tujuan ku tujuan mu
Tujuan.. uuuuu...

Slumberfafa..
Dikau berdrama swasta
Warta kita yang tak pernah rekacipta
Al kisah peribadi hidup mu
Slumberyaya..
Dikau berfoya-foya
Semua insan engkau ingin percaya
Tapi sebenarnya dikau diperdaya.. bahaya

Slumberyaya..
Slumberwawa..
Kau selalu tertanya-tanya
Ke mana hilangnya karisma
Kau selalu tertanya-tanya
Ke mana destinasi
Destinasi ku...
Destinasi mu...
Kau selalu bertanya
Kau selalu bertanya (Destinasi ku)
Kau selalu bertanya
Kau selalu bertanya (Destinasi mu)
Destinasi ku
Destinasi mu
Destinasi...

Slumber.. aaa..

posted by lin 12:45 PM

Ive been having this flu, cum batuk cum selsema.sihat for awhile batuk again and back to my normal selsema for more than a week now and its driving me crazy..
my level of sanity is nearly to its brim and it wont be long before i start hallucinating..
hahaha...
I might be wrong..Maybe i have already reached that level.
Studying has been quite a problem but im not blaming my body for that.
its more of my brain plus physcological well being not being up to it for studying..(am i using that physcological well being phrase properly??)
Arghhh i think im starting to be like Nads ... starting to babble without sense when im out of ideas or when im
not in the mood..haha... kak nadia..bare this in mind.. i have the most utter respect for u ..
mindless chatter and all i think ure blogins are cool. heheh

Just remembered that i promised a friend to put up some pictures.. tried putting them up this morning but links were not working and since i have to use my roomates pc to use the net the pictures would have to wait..
To be honest.. im already invading Medi's desk... ha ha ... if ure reading.. sorry dude... meja kau dah jadi meja aku..hihih..

posted by lin 2:16 PM

I think ure such a loser!
Whats the matter with u?
I thought were different.
I thought u meant what u said..
I had faith in u.
And i believed in ure goals and ambitions.
I thought u wanted a fresh new start..
I couldnt imagined that uve succumbed to this.
Get a grip on ureself..
Grow up!
I hope u ure going to change..
I hope Im wrong..
I hope u have changed..
I hope ure reading this..

posted by lin 1:40 AM

One of my favaourite songs at the moment...

Ayu

Lalunya hari demi hari...
Sayunya hatiku ini...
Tak kusangka kau di sisi...mmm
Baju kurung putih berseri...

Ayu.........
Kaulah wanita...
Ayu.....
Kaulah sanubari
Semadikanlah selamanya..yg teristimewa....
Keyuanmu...

Kaulah mawarku..
Kaulah yg satu...
Berikan ku sebutir harapan keikhlasan
Tanpamu diriku tenggelam.. siang malam ku hanya di dalam hayalan
Bersama mu...
Tak mudah ku melupakanmu..

Kaulah wanita...
Ayu...
Kaulah sanubariku..
Semadikan..
Semadikanlah selamanya..
Yg teristimewa.. teristimewa...
istimewaaaa
Keayuanmu..

Dalam dirimu penuh kelembutan..
Semakin hari.. makin rindu ku padamu..
Tanpamu..
Ku sayu..
Terkenang kembali.. sewaktu pertemuan dulu..
Ayunya wajah mu..
Ayunya senyuman mu..
Semadikanlah selamanya...
Yg terisimewa..selama lamanya

Keayuanmu....
Wajahmu.. senyuman mu..
Yang terisimewa...
Keayuanmuu....

posted by lin 2:03 PM

Back from Bournemouth i straight away went to the High Comm's house for my high school's gathering.. to meet up with the Old Gals.. and the 'new' Gals..
and boy it was fun...
The food.. toksah cakaplah.. great.. sate.. laksa... roti jala.. kari ayamm..(havent u realised how obssed with food i am..)
the people...great! i got to meet my seniors.. super seniors.. and super duper seniors.. and suprisingly.. all of them did not look their age at all.
there was an Old Girl from batch 1963 and she was just as funky as the younger generation..
But what really kinda opened my eye a bit was at how women.. no matter how great u were.. no matter how high u studied.. sometimes in the end..
Home is ure kingdom.. i met up with many of my seniors who had degree's from great universities.. or who had worked back in Malaysia.. but then decided to stop working just to follow their husband here..
And as much as im surprised but i am impressed with their sacrifices..
,,,,mmmm kembali kepada fitrah manusia.. how man would lead.. and women follow.. as much as i am into all this Girl Power thingy..
and how i know how women are just the same level as men.. but i do respect men as leaders...
I wish i could elaborate more but i just dont seem to have the words...

.............................
Nway... learnt and enjoyed myself a lot this weekend.. certainly made me realised a lot of things ..Also made me realise kecetekan ilmu di dalam diri ini..
Well i do believe that i do things at my own pace.. and at my own initiatives..
I dont like to be forced or asked to do certain things..
Im sure glad i went away this weekend.. especially because i wanted to and not because someone asked me to..

posted by lin 11:56 PM

I think my brain's shringking... arghhh... urghh.. arkkk!!....
im losing concentration... and i cant even answer the simplest questions.....
Can flu kill ure brain cellss???



heh..just to show my cronic state of mind.... and u have seen nothing yet..

posted by lin 2:16 PM

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posted by lin 11:44 AM

Met one oy brothers ex-schoolmates last night...and surprisingly we got along quite well...(most.. if not some.. of my brothers friends..never really talked to me..)..
He was here with Mas and Asha on the way to Italy....jeles jeless!! heh
Nway all of us.. including my flatmates went out for dinner at Erra.. and had a few laughs..
we even tried their Deep Fried Ice Cream which was really nice.. ....

On a different note..can anyone be a good judgement in character???
Sometimes i meetnpeople.. Different people.. as people do.. i judge.. by the way they look.. by the things people say about them.. or by the way their friends are.
I believe im a good judge of character as thankfully.. my surrounding circle of friends have been from the right kind... Can there be any right or wrong circle of friends anyway??
As long as their ure friend.. arent they suppose to be the right circle for u?..
But then.. i met someone. Someone new..
i heard things.. ive seen things.. and ive been told things.. but then..like i normally do. i give new people chances.. to justify themselves.. what u hear might not be true..but then..Justied and all.. the rumours were true...
but i thought everyone deserved a new life.. a new start..coz i understood how it felt the need of a change.
Well given the chance.. i did see changes.. changes i liked.. and maybe a few unlikeable ones..
time went on..and i realized.. i was the one who was starting to change..into someone i despise..so i stopped..took a deep breath.. and i walked away...
........
Well sometimes.. have u ever felt frustrated.. bored of having to put up a front... just so that u wont be mocked.. just so that u wont be frowned upon..
i realized despite my judgemental self.. i hate it when people judge me..
and i think thats why sometimes im just extra cautious in what i do..
but sometimes havent u ever felt of like losing ureself into the surroundings...
not haveing to pretend.. just being whatever u want..
being as bitchy.. or as spiteful as u want...
Im glad i do have friends who i dont have to pretent in front of..
people who i dont have to be afraid of being judged..
people who just excepts me as who i am...

Anyway a word of thanks for some people for the words of wisdom last night.. tak sangka id be talking to u guys about sumething like that...

"Laugther is the best gift a person could ever have.."

posted by lin 11:39 AM

Lini,Tini,Batuk, Mizan,Nogha,Juju,Salman and Hizam arrrived at nearly 5 oclock this morning.. despite my attempt to wait up for them... i finally fell asleep at 3 oclock..
And without any doubt.. the voice that woke me up in the middle of my wheazing sleep was Batuk's..kuat sungguh suaranya.. then Salman second aa... i strained my ear trying to catch the voices of Mizan and Hizam.. tapi cam tak dengar.. way to go..Tabik ah kat korang.. mmg cool...heheh
Since tgh ramai org.. me, Juju and Nogha ended up cooking nasi lemak and sambl ikan bilis..(i wanted to learn how to cook nasi lemak..as ive never done it b4 eventhough people say its easy peasy..)..nogha made the sambal and juju made the nasi.. i was the people behind the scenes aa... kopek telur.. goreng ikan bilis... hehehh
apa apa pon.. the breakfast cum lunch was a success as juju had to cook an extra portion(she already cooked 8 pots of nasi)...
Nway all of them have gone back home.and my house is complete again...

Well never realized that today was April Fools Day.. hahaha Tsue's sms this morning remined me of it.. then reading this girls blogin ..it certainly reminded me of my school days where April Fool was one big event.. we the juniors were especially terrified when the date came..
but then i did once join in the fun doin it back to the seniors while we were in F3.. hehehe..(eventhough we had to pay a price..tapi takper... at least dapat gak mengenakan senior..)..
Despite protests from juniors when i was a senior... i think its a fun tradition as long as its done within certain limits..
I remembered seniors rading our dorm that morning... putting Colgate on my face and hands.. while some were shampooed in bed... outside our toilet slippers were making a kolaj on the grassy area in front of our block.. and at certain blocks.. there was even a chain of towels connecting one block to another...
That morning we had to take an extra early shower and extra early dorm cleanin duty.. but i really enjoyed the whole event .. as it was all harmless fun...
Sometimes i wish the younger generation would just grow up.. and dont be such a baby.. complaining about even the slightest things tha the seniors do... but then.. is their lost.. coz they will never have that chance ever again..
Anyway ill be getting my chance to meet up with my successors next Sunday as some of them are joining this trip to UK..well that will be something to look forward to..

.....................Looking at my new layout.. i think lakan.. its soooo boring laaa.. dont u think so??. so not me.. im tha toingy toingy kind of person and this is more of a
monotonous... very whitey kinda thing (my close friends know how i hate white..)..mmmm nenantilaa nampaknya kena tukar nih...
but till then... just have to except my blog as it is..

posted by lin 7:13 PM

Its 2.30 in the morning am im still awake..
im not that kind of person who likes to stay up late..but today it seems im really alert..
it must have been the tea i drank just now..
yeah believe it or not but i think can keep me up better than coffee...

nway im sick..i hap a sore troat and my voice is all sengau..
urgh..
i hate being sick..

posted by lin 4:47 AM

Im trying out this tagboard thingy.. hope its ok.

posted by lin 4:41 AM

My chatbox buat hall.
so any comments do write in my guestbook..
tq

posted by lin 1:41 AM

sometimes beauty lies in ones imperfections..

posted by lin 1:37 AM

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posted by lin 1:18 AM

Noticed my new layout.. i know.. its simple ...i didnt mean to change it tonight actually..
but i was playing around with my blogger template when suddenly everything went wrong..
so decided to make some emergency adjustments..
enjoy..

posted by lin 1:03 AM